Late night thoughts.
My mind continuously seems to replay the same thoughts. It’s almost like my self-conscience is trying to transmit a message that is never received. Out of all these thoughts that are mixed and jumbled up in my insane incoherent head, there’s one that is clearly distinguished. You. You fill my mind with every beautiful substance mentally possibly. Why is it that the people we yearn for the most happen to be the most difficult to catch? We share numerous memories. Some are wonderful, amazing, beautiful memories. Others..we’d rather keep quiet. Our pointless altercations cause us nothing but unnecessary stress and drama. Every time we fight it gives the sensation of an actual broken up relationship. The loss of breath, the shaking extremities, the intense frequency of the heartbeat. There shouldn’t be these feelings if we’re mere “friends”. Discussing that with you is futile. Altering your mind is worthless.
The only thing I’m certain of is that I’ve lost you.
